Happy New Year to Confidence and Commitment! May the blessings of this year move through every inch of you. From the top of your head, to the vessels of your heart, and the creases of your feet.
Speak.
Do.
Prosper.
- the late bloomer
Will
Frustration & anticipation are the perfect chemical reaction for passion and drive to THRIVE. If you trust it. Step away and move forward out of your complacent comfort. Trust the process. Be aware of The Source.
- the late bloomer
Overjoyed!
I’m feeling overjoyed today! Just honest, pure, healthy joy. And there’s no rhyme or reason to why. It just IS. My spirit is just connected with me today. I truly appreciate moments like this. Though they are not rare, I love to place a name to the feeling. Become so aware of it that it has no choice but to continuously present itself.
- the late bloomer
Open
I am transitioning into being open. I am venturing toward accepting what I can control at the present moment.
A
Surge
Of
Wave
Energy
Crashing
In
Washing
Over
Me
- the late bloomer
Self Love
I spend way too much time looking in the mirror, never liking what I see. Dissecting every zig and zag that's not lined up symmetrically with what I see as beauty through my dark brown droopy eyes. Oh but wait, I got these thick thighs, those thunder legs. Holding the urge to keep it from going to my head. I wonder what'll happen when my belly fat goes away? Does it enhance other parts of me? My butt? My breast? My sanity? I keep wondering "damn, who gone be checking for me?" Slide so deep into my dms, I find you laying next me, sleeping peacefully. You roll over and kiss me on my cheek. But then I look back up at my dark brown droopy eyes. The idea that I could stop judging what I see. That would be the death of me. I could finally stop Begging to wake up differently. But a Queen never lets her crown fall to the ground. Pick your head up and shine that bright smile.
- the late bloomer
Notebook Blues
Our love faded
Jaded & broken in two
I abandoned you
Or maybe you left me
Trying to force me to see
I am nothing without you
Lost in this world of hopes & dreams
But mine are attached to you, I mean
This is- or was- or is- or was- or is
A cosmically molded connection
We are forever bound
Tied the knot, but forgot the vows.
- the late bloomer
The Concept.
of getting up and doing. of keeping truth inside you.
I am feeling anxious about 2018
I can't seem to settle on an predicting outcome
I am speaking my desires into existence but, sometimes it feels forced; fabricated
I have a desire to know exactly what it feels like to achieve my goals
I tend to tap into an obsessive personality, as I go down the rabbit hole of my success
-the late bloomer
Soul
Is it possible to mistake the difference between your soulmate and the love of your life? Many of us blend the two together, looking for that one person who comes with the package deal. I know the two pretty much seem the same, but in reality our soulmate is someone who truly understands the trenches we've gone through, because they've been in war with the same thing. They understand why we show the world a smile, but on the inside only wants to burst into tears. They understand why tears quietly fall on our pillow in the middle of the night, because what we've been battling about all day finally wins. Our soulmate knows what makes our heart do backflips from pure joy, or how to counteract our very next sentence with the thought we decided not to say in the first place. What if while we're waiting for our souls to connect with the love, we miss out on what's in front of us. The love of our life comes in and listens to the things you've been through, and sympathizes. They are the fine tuning comfort we need after a long day at work. They strive toward keeping you from harms way at any given moment. The love of our life knows just the spot to kiss on the small of your back as they massage you. Or when to give you your space because you've gotten so worked up, and when to hold you so tightly you can't catch a breath and never let go. When you meet the love of your life you know that's the person you'll marry, have kids, and grow old with. Your soulmate is that person you never want to lose, and that person you can take to the grave, while you compare similar scar wounds. The love of your life and soulmate bare a thin line between the two. Some are even lucky enough to win the golden ticket, with a two in one combo. A wasted life is a life of waiting. Go out there and find the love of your life, your soulmate will come when it's time. Souls have a funny way of tracking each other.
- the late bloomer